Petersgirl's Journals

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IM MYSELF!

i was told by someone on buzznet that i was a poser!

n that im disrespecting falloutboy n mcr because i have pictures of them on my page but it looks like its a chavs page!

so if u think that then u dont know me!

im not a chav!

im not emo!

I AM ME!

i dont go by names, i dont go by trends! i wear what i want i say what i want! by the end of the day i am ME!

this is also 4 the same person! i hope u know who u r!

Have I Ever

by Ravenz23

Have I ever told you
that if I sit really still and silent,
sometimes. I like to think
I can hear your heart beating
in time with mine?

Have I ever told you
that when I watch you speak to me
through lines and cords,
and bytes and ram,
I imagine
your voice,
whispering into my ear?

Have I ever told you
that I wait out each day
in anticipation,
wanting
only an hour or two,
just a second in space and time,
to feel close to you?

Have I ever told you
that there has been times,
when I ached for you,
ached for you so badly,
that the emotions overwhelmed me..
and so I sat and cried?

Have I ever told you
that sometimes,
I will reach out,
touching your name
on this cold screen before me,
wishing
I could reach in
and pull you to me?

Have I ever told you
that after the first time I heard
the sound of your voice,
thousands of miles away,
I sat up all night,
turning the conversation over and over
in my mind,
examining it,
like some newly discovered species of flower?

Have I ever told you
that I would give everything up,
just for one night
to be able to lay near you,
to feel your chest rise and fall
with each breath you take,
just to know that you are real?

Have I ever told you
that I dream of you often,
I dream of you reaching out
and touching my hand,
simply to let me know
that you are there,
and everything is okay?

Have I ever told you,
have I still yet to tell you . . .
that I love you?

i read this n i liked it! it reminds me of 1 of my buzznet friends that i care 4!

Full Heart, Empty Arms

by Valerie Jochum

Thoughts of you illuminate my spirit;
Never a flicker of flame, but with
Arching bolts which strike with a force
That disturbs my equilibrium.

My mind races as waves of passion flush over
My pale skin, causing me to gaze upon visions
Of impossible romantic possibilities.

Pathetic is this woman who anticipates the
True rhythm of love, with a man she will never hold.

My imagined discourse of thoughts leave me suffering,
As my lips quiver with the words I shall never speak
to his: "I have loved you more than anybody in this world."

my friends!

thanks 2 all u guys that have made me feel welcome when i joined buzznet!

you know who you are!

n some of you i care very much 4!

i hope we stay friends 4 a very very long time!

i just hope that you stay loyal!

especially my crazy italian friend! and my pinkhaired friend! and the friend that i have helped in her love life! YOU KNOW WHO U R!

if u r my friend then i thank u!

LOVE U GUYS!

my friends rock!

you guys are go great

you cheer me up on the dullest day!

you have become good friends!

with some laffs along the way!

thanks!

to all of my friends! you know who you are!

music

IM INTO ALL KINDS OF MUSIC HERES SOME OF

MY FAV SONGS:

FALL OUT BOY - ALL OF THEM

GOOD CHARLOTTE - ALL OF THEM

PANIC AT THE DISCO - ALL OF THEM

LINKIN PARK - ALL OF THEM

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE - TEENAGERS

PINKFLOYD - MONEY

PAPAROACH - SCARS

GREENDAY - ALL OF THEM

MEATLOAF - I WILL DO ANYTHING FOR LOVE (BUT I WONT DO THAT)

SHAKESPEARE SISTERS - STAY

4 NON BLONDS - WHATS GOING ON

TENACIOUS D - TRIBUTE

THE DOORS - THE END , RIDERS ON THE STORM

MOODY BLUES - HOUSE OF THE RISING SUN

MUSE - HYSTERIA

NEW FOUND GLORY - HIT OR MISS

SIMPLE PLAN - ALL OF THEM

ALL AMERICAN REJECTS - ALL OF THEM

HOOBASTANK - THE REASON

NIRVANA - SMELLS LIKE TEEN SPIRIT

RED HOT CHILLI PEPPERS - BY THE WAY

SUM 41 - STILL WAITING

YELLOWCARD - OCEAN AVENUE

GAVIN ROSSDALE - ADRENALINE (XXX THEME TUNE)

LIMP BIZKIT - BEHIND BLUE EYES

PIXIES - (FIGHTCLUB THEME TUNE)

THE STRANGELERS - GOLDEN BROWN

+44 - ALL OF THEM

RAZORLIGHT - AMERICA

BLINK 182 - ALL OF THEM

CODPLAY - ALL OF THEM

TRAVIS - ALL OF THEM

DIRTY PRETTY THING - BANG BANG YOUR DEAD

KASABIEN - ALL OF THEM

OASIS - LITTLE BY LITTLE ,DONT LOOK BACK IN ANGER,WONDERWALL

HARD FI - LIVING FOR THE WEEKEND

PRODIGY - SMACK MY BITCH UP!, TWISTED FIRE STARTER, DIESEL POWER

TERENCE JAY - ONE BLOOD (GREENSTREET THEMETUNE)

EVANECANCE - CALL ME WHEN YOUR SOBER

RAMMSTEIN - FEUER FREI!

AND MORE BUT I CANT THINK OF THEM NOW!

I LIKE ALL GENRE! IM NOT FUSSED! IF I LIKE IT I LISTEN TO IT!

IF YOU HAVE A FAV SONG OR BAND THATâ�™S NOT ON MY LIST THAT YOU THINK THAT I SHOULD LISTEN TO LET ME KNOW!

books

BOOKS TO CHECK OUT;

Â« = A GOOD READ ( I THINK SO ANYWAY)

( all summaries are copied off the back of the book)

YOU- SANDRA GLOVER

summary

Josie is trying to make a new life for herself but the past casts a huge shadow over her and she is struggling to free herself from its grip. Everything that happened was Alexâ�™s fault but its Josie who has to live with the consequences. Can she possibly start again â�¦?

Comments by me:

Itâ�™s good If u like a twisted mind kinda thing.

Â« PLAYING IN TRAFFIC - GAIL GILES

summary

Skye Colby? Sheâ�™s the multi-pierced Goth girl hanging around the internet cafes; always out at odd hour in strange places. All the boys call her slut puppy; the girls wrinkle their snub noses in distaste. Some people think sheâ�™s brilliant, others say sheâ�™s unstable. Skye is all those things, and moreâ�¦

So why has she singled out Matt for special attention? Clearly, she has a dangerous agenda, but how can Matt resist the mystery and drama Skye trails in her wake? Despite warnings from people at school, Matt is totally mesmerised by Skye - she promises a way out of his dreary existence - but at what price?

Comments by me:

If ur into the seductress type of thing u will like this!

Â« HOW IT WORKS - GRAHAM MARKS

summary

WHEN YOU SCREW UP, AND I MEAN TOTALLY, AND THEN SOME COMPLETE STRANGER SAVES YOUR LIFE, THE LEAST YOU CAN DO IS SAY THANKS.

SEB ISâ�™NT BAD. NOT REALLY.

His mumâ�™s on his case - again - the bank is giving him a hard, hard time, and Shona has dumped him. All on the same morning. So sod college. Today Seb feels like cutting loose, like not giving a toss about anything - like going up the West End and seeing what happens â�¦

But bad things happen.

LIKE, REALLY BAD.

Like nearly dyingâ�¦

So what the hell do you do when you think youâ�™ve been saved by an angel?

Comments by me:

Its good if uâ�™ve had a near death experienced or into angels n stuff

POISONED - SUE MAYFIELD

summary

Isabel and Macy are the best of mates.

What could ever come between them?

Then Isabel meets Duncan. Heâ�™s kind , funny and not bad-looking - she knows heâ�™d never hurt her.

When they all get together in London,

Itâ�™s going to be brilliant.

Its going to be the perfect summerâ�¦

Comments by me:

If u have had a boyfriend/girlfriend taken off u by a bezzie mate read this

HOLD ON - ALAN GIBBONS

summary

Glass brakes because it is fragile.

You donâ�™t blame the glass for breaking.

A heart breaks because it is fragile.

So why blame the heart for breaking?

Why blame me?

John Sorrel.

I wonâ�™t be afraid anymore. I wonâ�™t beg.

I wonâ�™t plead. I wonâ�™t hurt. I will be strong.

This will be the last time that I cry.

BUT A MONTH LATER JOHN COMMITS SUICIDE.

After a chance meeting with him on holiday in Florida.

Annie feels sheâ�™s on the edge of being Johnâ�™s friend.

She didnâ�™t realize she was his lifeline. Now she vows to undercover the truth about Johnâ�™s short life. This is his story - a story of our times.

(based on a true story)

Comments by me:

A real story about suicide and trying to find out what really happened. To make him take his life at such a young age! Might be to close to home for some

TAG - MICHEAL COLEMAN

summary

It all started as a laugh, another of Mottoâ�™s games. I only went along to help him out. I mean, thatâ�™s what friends are for, isnâ�™t it?

Then we tangled with the Sun Crew.

Suddenly, I didnâ�™t have a friend. And the laughing had stopped.

Comments by me:

If ur into tagging and mischief ul like this

Â« SOMETHING WICKED - SHERRY ASHWORTH

summary

I could see my hand as if in a diagram reaching into the car, lifting the phone, and inserting into my jeans pocket. Not that Iâ�™d ever do anything like that - it was just that I could see how it could be done.

I wondered if I had the guts to do itâ�¦

Anna Hanson is bored. When Ritchie bursts on to the scene he brings excitement - and trouble. He shows Anna that, life of hard knocks, crime is sometimes the only option, the only way of claiming whatâ�™s yours. Anna is convinced, and she and Ritchie set out to be modern-day Robin Hoods. But nothing prepares her for the fear, the thrill or the rush of Ritchieâ�™s dangerous world.

What happens when GOOD GIRL meets BAD BOYâ�¦?

Comments by me:

Good I like this because I bet all u girls out there have fallen for someone u shouldnâ�™t have, a bit of a bad boy n u wanna impress him! This is what its all about!

Â« HEAD GAMES - MARIAH FREDERICKS

summary

Reality sucks! thatâ�™s what fifteen-year-old Judith Ellis thinks anyway. Reality is her former best friend not talking to her. Reality is her dad living tree thousand miles away. Reality is what happened outside 158 west Seventy-first street.

As far as Judith is concerned, fantasy rules! Especially in the game. In the gaming world itâ�™s strictly alternative identities. Strangers known only as the witch, the drunken warrior and Irgan the head case. No one knows who you are. No one gets too close. But thatâ�™s all about to change. Judith discovers that one player in the game is coming after her - and heâ�™s a lot closer than she realises.

Close enough to see her, close enough to talk with her close enough to like herâ�¦.

Comments by me:

For the computer gamers and internet chatters out there this book shows u how close to home the people on the other side of the screen could really be.

Â« TOMORROW BELONGS TO ME - MARK ROBERTS

summary

Four hours after running away from home, fifteen-year-old Danny thinks his luck couldnâ�™t possibly get any worse. He is stranded at a motorway service station and his bag contains everything he owns has been stolen.

He is approached by Luke, a smart eighteen-year-old with money, a four-wheel drive and a video camera to make a video diary. Together they embark on a journey through England - a sabotaged fox hunt, an encounter with travellers and an illegal rave. Dannyâ�™s luck has changed completely - for the worse. Wherever they go, a mysterious trail of death follows them. Will Danny learn the truth about Luke before it is too late?

Comments by me:

My fav! Suspicious at the thought of a 15 yr old boy n 18 yr old boy hanging out. They donâ�™t know each other they donâ�™t know anything about each other until its too late!

Tell me about your favs!

If u have any books that u think I should check out let me know!

few months back.......

I love to draw! a few months back some of my drawings wher shown in the local newspaper and somebody spotted them. now im drawing for a book! its a book for people with children who need some tips on how to raise them and stuff. they have also chosen one of my drawings for the front cover how cool is that!